Inner reflection led me into a world of vivid images. Attempts to cleanse myself of nastiness turned out to be even more nastiness. I decided to get to know it, to drown in it, and the Internet helped me do that. A huge amount of confetti of all sorts of entertainment, each brighter growing. There are many of them, I am alone, I am very small. Not paying attention to them, my gaze slides over them, unsuccessful concentration. What was it? Horror or joy? Fear or lust?

Perhaps I will never put this puzzle together, or perhaps you will help me do so.

Ekaterina Foundation, 2021